Doesn't have a good mood today. I must do something to my brain because It run for 24hours per day. Not much people know this blog existed, so I shall post what in my heart feeling.

Wishes
1. How I wish my brain is like the main processor of the CPU. If problems/errors occurred, just reformat it and everything will back to square one.

2. How I wish my life will be carefree like children, live everyday without stress.

3. How I wish people around me don't take me for granted and put themselves in my shoe before they do/talk. It hurts a lots.

4. How I wish I can learn things fast and take things easy. This simply is one of the negative point I have.

Hates
1. Hate to be alone
2. Hate to be treated unfair
3. Hate to be thrown a side
4. Hate the feeling of been kept in the dark
5. Hate to be a Scorpio
6. Hate to be control on certain things

HATE IT HATE IT!! I HATE MY LIFE!!

Thanks god I have a bunch of close friends who is there to for me. They are really true friends of mine. They know my position and know how i feel and know how to handle me. All they do is just listen to me saying my tots.

There's still other friends of mine around me. Thanks for the care you all gave to me. I appreciate it a lot too.

Friends comes and goes in my life. If you wanna stay in my life and be someone special to me. You must gain trust from me and show me what you have. And I will show you what I have.

Love
Yes, I admit I still like her. I don't know why, I really don't know! Even she treat me cold and It hurt me, and it hurt me damn alot. But the feeling I can't explain. Never in my life I have this kinda of feeling. But all I wish for is that she always stay happy. She will remain as someone special in my heart! Never be replace. Even through she attach, It will hurt me fucking damn alot but I still will give her my blessing.

I doesn't know why I typed all these. All this is base on how I feel in my heart right now and typed out. Let me put all my tots and feeling over here and proceed to next day with a more cheerful and happy heart.